7:16 PM






today was nice and not nice . gd in a sense that i really loss fats during training today . yeah . happy . but den when i went for training e time . den hamster say coz heavy weight no enuf ppl playin so heavy weight is like strick off lar . wth lar . my last year in sch lor . haish . no hope to get medal le . left nationals onli . haish . hope can get something out of it . =D .

i've decided this long a few days ago . when de past him msg mii and bla bla bla . [ shall not tell e contents ] den i've decided to let de present him to slowly step into my life . yar . it dosen't mean we stead lar okae . juz like that lor . hahas . yar . hopefully he noes how to be a man . but that irritating roxanne tan keep on sayin bad stuffs bout him lar . irritating can . haish . irriating . haish . wadeva ~~ . den super tired today . tml still got test .

and mum juz said i have to wash e bloody dishes . and now erjie is startin to dump e responsiability of wasing to mii . great . !! . now dajie and erjie both don needa wash e bloody dishes . and if u think it's so easy to juz wash dishes . it's not to mii . try wasing e dishes wif all e bamn freakin bloody big pots lar . which all e washin takes up your one and onli restin time . and mind u . i'm takin Os this year and it's super freakin stress okae . irritating .

Monday, April 03, 2006

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3